Dates

It's so sad you know. I haven't been on an official date for an entire year now.

I need to seriously look at my life and work out where i'm going. I need to spread my wings and find new people to go out with because i'm going crazy. I suppose the people i'm mixing with at the moment aren't that loyal to me, and a lot of them are tarts really. I just want to find new people i can mingle with, people i have things in common with that are gay like me.

The only problem with going to gay bars and clubs is that they are full of people looking for a one night stand and i'm not into that anymore.

I'm not sure where it's going to all end. Things in my life aren't exactly stable. I have so many things just floating round my head.

What i love about dates though is the whole like feeling something new is beginning. Most of the time it isn't, its actually ending but what can you do if you don't hit it off.

And i like moment before you go home there's that feeling of "should i kiss them?" Going behind the back of a taxi rank......good times.

I remember one time i went on a date and i was at college for my first year (back when i was 16) i could not concentrate on my work the next day, my date had gone really well and just could not stay focused on anything. I ended up wagging college because of that! What can you do though!?

Anyway i remember using like a week's ema on credit for this one person. He turned out to be a right bas**** but it was good while it lasted.