The Future and the Meaning of my Life

Today was another average day i suppose, college as usual. A few things happened that i'm quite anooyed about but other than that Friday the 13th went pretty well all in all. I don't know whether the curse of Friday the 13th has taken affect from my perspective but they say that bad luck comes in threes so i suppose i'm waiting for the other show to drop in a way, the pessimist that i am. I've been thinking lately, well not lately, all the time actually what it all means, where i'm going. Some people i know that are my age just coast along in their own lives, blissfully unaware that time is slipping by and that one day they are going to wake up very unhappy some day, and that, my friends, is very bad and very sad. I don't want to grow up, be in like my 30's and then realise that i am totally unhappy and then have a breakdown or something. That would be hell. So i'm going to work my a** off to make sure that i'm not one of them people.

No, today has beeen ok i suppose, a few bitchy comments exchanged between people who think that they know everything, but in actual fact they don't. I don't know why they kicked off with me but i can tell you that i was not impressed with them. I can't believe it though, i didn't do anything to warrant a telling off. They just got on their high horse and starting trying to hit the moral high ground, but i shot that kite down, so haha loser!!!


Back to me though and the future. I'm still not 100% sure where i want to go in life, some people say that i should go to university far away, some tell me that i should get a job and earn some money, my head tells me that i should go to university, then my heart tells me that i should strive for freedom and do something unexpected. Hmm, what to do...

On the plus side i had a laugh today with my friend and we had some red bull which made us even more hyper (always a plus hehe). Shame it wasn't cider but hey, its a little early in the day for that. I laughed at a fat woman on this mobile video, dancing in this tight white vest, stillettos, and a mini skirt. The worst bit was that she was wearing white leg warmers, but because she was like....a beach whale, they look like scrunchies around her ankles. The guy that showed me the video said that she was dancing to the Vengaboys - Boom Boom, and the muffin top was just boucing all over the place hahaha.

Anyway, see you soon blog.