Identity...

I'll start at the beginning.

Basically, I'm gay and i think.... i always have been. I believe it is something you're born with and something you can't turn on and off. I've been out to my family since i was 12-13 years old. It took a lot but it was worth it. Those who know me from college probably had no idea if you've not known me long. The reason being is that i didn't tell you. I didn't say anything because i wanted you to get to know the real me before i said anything. Often when i tell people straight away they judge me based on my sexuality, it's a mistake i've made before and one i didn't want to make again. I hope this doesn't change the way you see me because i'm still the same person.

I wanted to write this so i could talk more openly in the future without worrying whether you'll find out in the worse way possible, in front of a class full of people. That would be a nightmare. Michael, Ant, Patrick, Ami, Lisa, Grace and Kieron in my IT class know. "hi guys!". One or too from my Sociology class know as well and of course the tutors do also.

Besides that lately i feel i have sort of.....semi-converted to liking girls as well, but that's still new to me and i still like boys a bit more than girls.

Its hard for me because i'm not sure where it's come from really. I'm not sure i like it either because i never really understood or accepted bisexual people. I don't like labelling myself either so i'm not any of those things...i'm just me ok.

Anyway that's that cleared up.
See you later.